A moment of Silence for the fics I will never write

I'm in desperate need of help!  I'm writing fic *bites nails*  but it's complete and utter crack. It's Supernatural which is why I'm not sure how many people I'm going to interest in this. But I  desperately need beta/handholding anything *wibbles* It's SPN, eventual everything! I'm not sure what's going to happen in this fic, so far it's gen, with overtones of Dean/Castiel. It might end up with a bit of Dean/OMC/Castiel. It's probably going to end up with Dean being the little whore I  know and love so much. There's definitely going to be a lot of wing kink, and UST and eye fucking going on. I'm just not sure if it should ever leave my harddrive. The OMC  I've been writing for years, which I suppose helps, he has a life outside this particular story and I'm hinting at that, but I just need to know what should be fixed and *flails* 

Save me?  Please??? Should I create a comm and post friends only to it?  Or should I just email those interested?  Going back to writing now. *flails away*